Can you love someone too much? What if they are your soulmate?
- Bella
- Jun 24, 2020
- 5 min read
In the case of a true soulmate, twin flame, divine partner can you love too much?
When he first entered the restaurant, my eyes caught a glimpse of him immediately, though I did not know what he looked like. I was there with a friend, and this was her cousin. He sat down and the conversation flowed easily, we enjoyed our dinner, the bottle of wine and desserts. From the moment I saw him I felt an immediate recognition, my soul was thrilled to reunite with this friend I had known forever, it seemed! I was so intrigued!
No-one wanted to leave and we decided to go for a late night coffee at an ethnic restaurant opened late. My friend, his cousin, excused herself and left, and now it was the two of us.
We ordered Greek coffees and I offered to read his cup, giving my innate ability to read energy. What I saw seemed accurate, including a long trip he was planning to take in 5 months. While we were chatting, I felt like I never wanted to leave, I could have talked to him forever, I wanted to know everything about him, in every detail!
From that point forward, we were inseparable, chatting on the phone literally all day and all night long. I couldn't stay for one moment without him, and neither could he!
We felt so bonded, so close, we just knew we had known each other for eternity. What a marvelous feeling, what a thrill when both soulmates/twin flames recognize each other!
We were so in tune with each other, on such high vibration, that I had spontaneously started to see our other lives together, first three of them: in the first one we were in ancient Egypt, where we worked together; we were highly trained to do certain medical body procedures, almost mystical, and there was a sense of deep appreciation and respect for the high level of training, for the other's professional knowledge. In the second life we were Roman officers, sharing strategies and devising plans, and we valued the other's opinion greatly, since failure could mean dying.The third revealed a lifetime in the 1920's in Hollywood, and here we were married and had a glamorous and happy life. What these three lives had in common was the way we felt about each other, the deepest love, understanding, loyalty, mutual respect, the deep caring and the undying devotion.
A whirlwind of experiences followed. The depth and intensity of emotions are escaping words. In one instance we were looking into each other's eyes, no words spoken; at that moment I felt as if any pain I had ever experienced, some I never knew I held onto, had been soothed, had been healed forever, any need for love I have ever had, was fulfilled in that instance.This was so profound that even if this would be the only moment shared, this would be enough, this was invaluable, something I wouldn't get in any other way. I felt a wave of profound love and gratitude.
This connection was going to be like no other; a complete bond on all levels: physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, light body, higher self, oversoul.
I continued to see many of our parallel lives, all of them happy, joyful, beautiful, amazing; most of them as lovers, married, true companions, genuine, most loving, deeply caring, appreciative, respectful, loyal and devoted.
The esoteric experiences we shared were unmatched: I would see lights of different colors, different shapes, enveloping us, merging with us, us merging together, our souls becoming one in the most mystical, purely magical way...our atoms were making room to accommodate the other's, as if two people were becoming one, sharing every subatomic particle, we were no longer separate beings, but one cohesive unit...if words could really capture this feeling...
And the signs of this togetherness were everywhere: in my coffee cup, in the clouds, with the birds suddenly flying right over my head, in the repeating numbers, in the tree with two distinct bodies, swirled into one. They were all messages. And I was taking notice.
Duality is the name of the game though, in this physical plane, and we found ourselves in the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. This connection would also be in the grips of despair, anguish, distress, anxiety and deep sadness. And just as intense were the feelings of elation, ecstasy and love, so were the desperation, sadness and loneliness.
In one of those low moments I saw a parallel lifetime where my soulmate/twin flame was a stern and emotionless father to a child , who would do anything to receive his attention and love, to no avail. The father was incapable of showing love; to him providing the basic needs like shelter and clothing, was sufficient. The child desperately tried to gain his father's favor, by being sweet and a good boy, asking himself how he could change himself so that he could be loved.
As fate would have it, our relationship ended and I felt as if my heart was ripped out of my chest, my other me was now missing forever. My mind, my heart, my soul kept searching for him, like a GPS would; searching for that missing link, for my other atoms and subatomic particles.
Time helped in diminishing the feeling of loss, the grief, the feeling of anguish resolved. What remains is a fond memory of a deep friendship, which no longer needs to be pursued here, in the physical.
I learned that even the most powerful, deeply bonded, profoundly connected, twin flame/soulmate connection has the potential of ending in a way not imagined or desired.
At a higher level we are co-creating it all. It is for a good reason that we have met and that we have parted ways.
What we needed to learn, we did; and we did it in the time we were together.
As humans, we have this notion that a relationship, especially a soulmate relationship must be forever, or that it automatically lasts forever. We make agreements to be in service to one another, and when that purpose is completed, then the agreement ends.
Also, there is another notion that we only have ONE soulmate in a lifetime, which is also incorrect. We have many soulmate connections throughout a life; a pet , a sibling, a parent, a best friend , a relative, even an enemy, they can all be soulmates; and we may have had other lives together, perhaps romantically, perhaps not. The scenarios are infinite, because we are infinite, with infinite versions of self, living multiple or countless lives, simultaneously existing.
We exist multidimensionally, having experiences in multiple dimensions all at once.
Can you love someone too much? It may seem that way when we are involved in a situation. But love truly can't be measured; I believe we come to earth to learn unconditional love, and that includes letting someone go, without attachments.